California Stars
I have the time, and I don't have the time.
I want to write, and I don't want to write.
I have those words on the tip of my tongue, the bite of my finger,
and yet it feels like I don't.
In that sense it's like an everyday day.
I used to have a lot to say. Actually I still do. But perhaps now, because I'm happy, I mean happier...with the status quo, the words come coated with a paint of laughter, a tint of contentment.
Tragedy makes good writers. Contended writers on the other hand sound boring, even to themselves.
But they wouldn't want it any other way.
But I will say things, soon I will shout and rant and blurt. I will jump to conclusions, I will make my assumptions, I will dispense existential angst at will and I will wander aimlessly as well. The paint of laughter and the tint of contentment though, will not fade. It's a permanent structure now and as permanent structures go...unfadeable.
...cause it's on the tip of my tongue, the bite of my fingers.
I want to write, and I don't want to write.
I have those words on the tip of my tongue, the bite of my finger,
and yet it feels like I don't.
In that sense it's like an everyday day.
I used to have a lot to say. Actually I still do. But perhaps now, because I'm happy, I mean happier...with the status quo, the words come coated with a paint of laughter, a tint of contentment.
Tragedy makes good writers. Contended writers on the other hand sound boring, even to themselves.
But they wouldn't want it any other way.
But I will say things, soon I will shout and rant and blurt. I will jump to conclusions, I will make my assumptions, I will dispense existential angst at will and I will wander aimlessly as well. The paint of laughter and the tint of contentment though, will not fade. It's a permanent structure now and as permanent structures go...unfadeable.
...cause it's on the tip of my tongue, the bite of my fingers.
Comments
You know, sometimes I am a little surprised at how much I like being married! When I was not, I used to think that a lifetime with someone sounds pretty daunting, but it seems pretty easy now :)
Here's to many more painted years!
content and happy blogger is inversely propotional to the no of posts
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i suked at physics
@juskaulani: I like the full circle adjectiv-ising.
@diipo: thanks. Will do.
@Australis: :). I'll call and talk to you for 9 minutes. And then I'll call and talk to you for 90 minutes. I'll answer all the messages.
@May A.: I don't know how to talk to guys or girls. I explore. Don't ask for help. Explore.
@ Anon: thanks.
@Anki: I loved physics. And then they brought about the boards to my table. I hate exams.
@Ambrosia Ruth: thanks, it just...flowed.
@Anon: Isn't everything?
Now I'm despicably content, and terribly happy. And itching to write.